Epilogue
ArtistPatrick Wolf
AlbumLycanthropy
viii. epilogue
So that’s it.
Our hero has left behind pumpkin soup and dreams of riding giraffes on the rocks, turned his English eyes red, and, driven by the black beating of his blood, run run run as fast as he could, away from collapsing houses, school, sexuality, and the Childcatcher. He ran to the lighthouse, and then crossed the threshold to Paris to start it all again, where he sent his suffering into the fire. He ran the risk of being free, walked along shores and gathered shells, and went over the edge of the world with a green tent and a violin.
He’s gotten lost and been enchanted in secret gardens and the magic position, lost himself in danger and dead meat in Los Angeles, Tokyo, Berlin, but survived through hard times, oblivion and thickets tall around him to count his casualties. On Blackdown, he grappled with mortality, despair and desire, and reconciled with his father, and was led through Battle by the Goddess’ Hopeful Voice.
And now, finally, he has ventured back to the city, full circle, having learned how to battle and how to be conquered, and decided to lay down his weapons in armistice, to look to the future and mark time and ground together with someone else, to build houses and homes.
That’s it for me, too.
A few final notes. If you’ve enjoyed listening to and reading about Patrick Wolf this week, please please please think about buying some of his music or going to a show. He’s currently signed to a label, but these days that doesn’t necessarily mean anything and knowing Patrick he could be independent tomorrow. This is his website, this is his twitter, and his Tumblr is here, which occasionally has some interesting stuff.
Nothing I’ve written about can quite capture the feeling of his live shows - some of them are filmed and on YouTube and worth searching out, specifically his 2007 Grand Finale at Shepherds Bush and a 2005 show from Amsterdam, but if he swings by your city, it’s certainly worth the price of a tickets.
It’s been an incredible week - I don’t think I knew what I was taking on in doing this, no matter what I was warned by everyone else who preceded me. A few thanks:
- To Hendrik - thanks for letting me talk about Patrick for a week, and for not killing me for going over post limits and the weekend, and for help with the myriad technical issues caused by Tumblr.
- To Isabel Cole (especially you, for helping me trust my instincts on ‘The Childcatcher’), Jamieson Cox, Katherine St. Asaph and Zach Lyon for being sounding boards and proofreaders, as well as emotional support, encouragement, and generally awesome Internet friends.
- To Sabina, Iain, Nick and Dave for starting a really awesome conversation (over a couple of months) that I hope is going to continue.
- To my irl friends for putting up with my non-existence for the past week, and especially to those I’ve dragged to Patrick shows in the past. (You know who you are.)
- To my boyfriend, because thanks to this wrap-up, I’m now 10 minutes late for our plans tonight, and a public apology is probably not a bad idea.
- To all past contributors to One Week One Band, for setting the bar so damn high.
- To Patrick and/or Team Wolf, for linking to and retweeting me, and getting the attention of so much of the Wolf Pack. Plus, for making ten years’ worth of incredible music.
- And finally, all of you, for putting up with all my ramblings, the inordinate amount of posting, and occasional pictures of Patrick Wolf riding things. I’m glad so many of you were excited, curious, or at the very least open to reading and thinking about Patrick’s music. Apologies for covering every single song, but Patrick’s albums are so conceptually unified that it would have felt like a disservice to only deal with selections. It’s been fun.
